HEY.

i'm finally posting this from the computer instead of my phone.. (:
ah..

so i shall post my outdated photos just for fun. xD

last saturday baked for my cousin. (:
her birthday was on friday but i didn't have time to bake..
so spent practically the whole of saturday, from 9am to 7.30pm baking shortbread.

walked a total of about 9km on the pebbly tracks and NO KIDDING it's very difficult.
hahah.
very easy to sprain your leg.
super difficult to walk properly.





yay. :D

then today's chem lesson made stuff! (:





i've been feeling super restless and tired these days. D:
mood swing like crazy.
one moment i might be laughing and happy, the next moment i feel terrible and start crying.
horrible.
bio was just confusing and traumatising.
then mrs ngin gave and apple to each of us and told us there is a star in everyone, like in the apple.
aww she's so sweet.. (:
then felt horrible after that.
like, i can't keep up with any of the lessons now, and i feel like just dropping out of school.
or just dying altogether..
almost cried during chem. D:
thanks nisha for teaching me chem. :D
you'll be a great chem teacher. (:
then recess was normal again, trying to relieve thien from her cramps.
but in the end she went to sick bay to sleep. (:
chinese was fine. (:
just read newspaper. (:
emaths was torturous.
double period plus ir.
didn't finish the emaths paper.
the stupid man question was killing me.
so i asked mr khoo to teach me and yuin yih.
he said he didn't have the question, so i brought the book to him.
then what did he do?
he went to esther to teach her another question.
got so pissed at him.
not your fault esther!
i'm not blaming you. (:
my and yy asked him first but he attitude at us so okay lorh.
i said i go back ask my sister, yuin yih say she ask miss lee.
and i said something like, "stupid man question..."
then after that he came to us and called us '2 grumpy girls'.
like wth.
who was the one who made us 'grumpy' in the first place.
i think he thought i said he was stupid or something.
but yes, i didn't.
but anyway, i needed to ask him another question.
then he was like, "wah i thought you say you want to ask your tutor?"
i never said i have a tutor.
don't know what's his problem.
so i said, "i said i'll ask my sis the other question. but i need to ask you another question."
and the question was exam-skill related, not concept
cause as an 'experienced teacher who has taught all levels', he would know exam stuff better than my sisters who never took o levels.
then he was all like "oh i thought you didn't need my explanation, now you come and approach me" that kind of attitude.
but i put up with him cause i didn't have a choice.
i needed an answer.
so apparently, if they ask you to let's say find the value of k in part b of a question, like in the cgs paper, and you find it in part a, they will not give you the marks for finding k first.
meaning if you answer part b before part a, you won't be awarded marks for part b.
so yeap.
that was all i clarified with him.
thank you for your patience.
i appreciate your help, but please stop looking down on us sec 4s who are of a different level from you.
throughout the whole session, he was like, "this is common sense", "this is very simple to me", "i don't know if i have come down to your level yet", "at sec 4, i thought you will have zero careless mistakes" and all that stuff.
yeah it may have been jokes but seriously, throughout the whole lesson like that.
at the end of the lesson, i wasn't laughing.
i was pissed off.
i mean, one or 2 jokes, enough.
don't have to put us down so low.
like we're babies like that.
even miss lee isn't that bad.
she does speak to us as if we're babies, but not that extreme.


then on the way home, suddenly felt terrible again.
like, i'm lacking so much, i can't catch up, i'm going to die.
so i ended up crying in the bus.
like whattttttt.
sorry, couldn't help it.
it's just this sour feeling you feel and you start tearing.
then when i was walking home, some little girl was in front of me, then she stopped, pointed at me, then continued walking away.
hahahah.
she was with her dad.
i guess she thought i looked hideous.
managed to become normal back home. :D
5 minutes of 百分百 just cheered me up like anything. :D
thank you 小猪 and 蝴蝶姐姐 for cheering me up. (:


urgh.
sorry for the ranting.
i just need to get this out of me.
i'll be normal tomorrow.
i hope.


note to those reading: PLEASE SKIP THE WORDY PARAGRAPH ABOVE IF YOU DISLIKE RANTS.
THANKS. (:


oh yes, let me end with this:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DREY!! :D
생일 축하 해요!! 


bye.